Friday, August 01, 2008
fun photos
Time for change
Time for change. What the hell is that supposed to mean?! I don't know, it just sounded good.
Well, dear friends - it really is that time, though. Time for me to make some changes & I hope it all turns out well. I am excited & scared at the same time. I am having surgery next week - once again - I am hoping it is going to be the last one for a LOOOOONNNNGGGG time.
I am going in for the roux-en-y gastric bypass because I am tired of being "fat & happy". I am looking forward to being just "happy". Forget the sissy lap band - no thanks.
Without boobs, all I see is a big fat belly. Since chemo and being sick for months on end, being lethargic and just all around grumpy and not feeling well - along with getting older - everything just droops and sags. Great thought, huh?
Well don't get too excited, there are enough scars on this body to turn off even the most avid fan! It hasn't stopped me from going swimming in public pools or hot tubs. I would go in ususally when there aren't many people around, but hey - I'll never see these strangers again, so why not?! And if there are friends around - who cares?
So, keep your fingers crossed that all goes well & who knows, maybe you won't even recognize me when you see me next. For some, that might be a good thing. Easy for me to dodge those people I don't want to see. mmmmm but not you, though. I always love seeing you.
love and kisses to all the nephews & especially my favorite neice :) & "mini me".
Well, dear friends - it really is that time, though. Time for me to make some changes & I hope it all turns out well. I am excited & scared at the same time. I am having surgery next week - once again - I am hoping it is going to be the last one for a LOOOOONNNNGGGG time.
I am going in for the roux-en-y gastric bypass because I am tired of being "fat & happy". I am looking forward to being just "happy". Forget the sissy lap band - no thanks.
Without boobs, all I see is a big fat belly. Since chemo and being sick for months on end, being lethargic and just all around grumpy and not feeling well - along with getting older - everything just droops and sags. Great thought, huh?
Well don't get too excited, there are enough scars on this body to turn off even the most avid fan! It hasn't stopped me from going swimming in public pools or hot tubs. I would go in ususally when there aren't many people around, but hey - I'll never see these strangers again, so why not?! And if there are friends around - who cares?
So, keep your fingers crossed that all goes well & who knows, maybe you won't even recognize me when you see me next. For some, that might be a good thing. Easy for me to dodge those people I don't want to see. mmmmm but not you, though. I always love seeing you.
love and kisses to all the nephews & especially my favorite neice :) & "mini me".
